Facing Loss

Just in the last couple weeks I lost grandmother to what started as a broken hip. But it is my opinion that not only was it her time she wanted to go. She wanted to be with my grandfather more than she wanted to be here. We had actually discussed it. The fact that he came to for her on the anniversary of the 14th year of his death says all I needed to know. I was given of gift from either my Angels or spirit guides. A glimpse to the other side of the veil of my grandparents walking hand in hand through an apple orchard just like they had so many times before. I am sad to lose my grandmother. We had just built this incredibly close relationship we never had before as I had lived 600 or more miles away since I was 18. Even though I had worked for my grandparents from age 8-17. You have a very different relationship with your grandparents when they are also your employers. But as I told my grandmother if not for everything she taught me I would not have had the careers or adventures I did as an adult. I owed it all to her. I have a difficult time shedding tears that she is gone. The ones I do are purely selfish for the time I wanted with her.  The more girl time. Lunches, dinners out. Or coloring on the patio with a glass of wine. That was fun! BUT when you are gifted with seeing your grandparents together again how can you cry? There are more souls than ever walking the earth. So many are afraid to go to the light. You aren't going to be punished or go to hell for something you think you did wrong. Some indiscretion. We are all here to learn. Take back to Source even the mistakes we make so hopefully the next time around those that follow will learn from it. We aren't going to be punished. My grandmother was afraid to die. I promised her whatever she thought she had done was nothing and God didn't care. That Grandpa would come for her and show her the way to the light. And I did not deceive my grandmother. And I would not deceive you. So you can relax and if you have loved ones close to the end you can help them cross over. There is no Ugliness waiting on the other side because you did something wrong in this life.