Crazy!!!

People think psychics are weird. Or scary. Or wackos! But put yourselves in their shoes if you can for just a few minutes. Try if you can to imagine what it is like for a psychic to one day finally admit to themselves that they can do whatever gift they have because there are many. Not all mediums or psychics are the same or have the same gifts. But regardless even the medium at first I know for me I felt like I must be crazy to know what I know. How can I see someone else's aunt making jam in the kitchen and smell and taste the jam? This happened. Learning to trust what you see is hard. When your given a letter like B and shown your own son and grandfather because they share the same name but your doing a reading for someone else. And its your guides or their spirit showing you something familiar to give the correct information because their family member has the same name. This is why I went to school. I had no idea what to make of what I saw. Of what I knew. Learning from others is the best gift I have ever given myself besides owning who and what I was. I do have family members that won't discuss what I do. They don't like it.  To be honest who it comes from hurts. Because its like they don't accept me. I have been looking for who I was my whole life. Now that I have found her I am incredibly proud of the woman I have become finally. I can hold my head high. I don't whisper I am a medium. Its something to be proud of. But I live in a fairly liberal area and not everyone is so lucky. My mediumship would not be so accepted in other parts of the country as readily. Also if most of my family had not been blessed with these gifts from God most of my family would not be so open to it. But none of the support from family, other mediums, or the schooling changes the fact that even today when something new happened to me you question if your crazy for all these things happening to you. Most people go through life with blinders on. Going through life with full spectrum glasses on all the time is something that takes getting used to.