The Journey Begins

You know a class resonates with you when you are driven from laughter to tears in the same class. I don't write my blog on Sundays and was tempted to do so I so wanted to share one of the things that I learned. I have been on a personal journey for the last three years to bring peace to my life. The first three years after my divorce I felt like I was falling off a cliff of despair especially after losing my Dad only 5 months after leaving my husband that I had dated since 14 years old. I literally knew no life without these two men in it and now they were both gone. It brings me still to tears as I write this remembering the pain I felt. It drove to actually attempt to take my own life. I couldn't take it. But I something inside was still fighting and I reached out for help. Since my life as become a series of awakening's. Its amazing when your truly happy for the first time in your life how different the world looks. But that doesn't mean I am far from finishing learning how to be better or happier person. Everyday is a chance to learn. And yesterday we learned about conscious detachment. Conscious detachment sounds negative but its the opposite. Its the ability to allow the negativity in this life to slide off of you or to realize that it is either a lesson for you or a lesson for the other person without getting upset by it. Its just simply a lesson in life. This allows you to stay positive and allow all the positive in. If you can learn to do this not only will your vibrations be higher. You will be just literally be a more relaxed happier person to be around. This isn't easy. I am not saying it is. But anything worth doing isn't always easy. And it will take practice. Your not going to get it overnight. But imagine a life where you don't let the negative effect you. What a bright loving life that would be. Love & light to you all.